Tag Archives: gender dysphoria

Experiences on Low Dose Testosterone

As any trans person who has made the decision to take hormone replacement therapy (HRT), or ‘hormones’ for short, will tell you, the experience of taking hormones is that of going through a second puberty. The body changes, the experience of emotions change, reactions change, even thought processes can change.Taking a low dose of testosterone over a long period of time is just a slower transition that taking a higher dose. The changes happen, but slowly, slowly… sometimes too slowly! Continue reading

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Dysphoria Blues, Depression & Christmastime

It’s that time of year again, and once again my depression keeps me from wanting to do anything at all. To top it off, my dysphoria has become so bad that I can hardly bear to be conscious in this … Continue reading

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Periods, Swimming and Mess

Tonight I noticed that my pee smelt funny. It smelt metallic. It always does this before my period. It’s funny that being trans has made me more in tune with my body that I was before. I hate getting my periods, but I’m unwilling to put anymore female hormones into my body, so I put up with it. Continue reading

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Nakedness Shame

I don’t like being naked anymore. I can’t be naked anymore. Every time I look at my body, notice my body, I feel betrayed by it. Everything to do with related to my body being female makes me feel sick. And I don’t know how to deal with it. Continue reading

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Non-binary FTM, Sexuality and Transitioning as a Couple!

Here’s my latest Vlog, have a watch and apologies for the length – I need to learn how to keep it short and to the point!

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